Friday, March 11, 2011
It is What it Is
What can I say? This week has been beyond devastating! I've had another relapse which has limited my ability to workout which is totally frustrating the hell out of me!
The food thing is easy. I am under my 1200 calories everyday and for the most part, am eating all the right things at the right time of day but without the workouts, I just don't think it's enough.
I saw a specialist on Thursday who is running some additional tests and seems optimistic that next week will bring a much better-feeling me. I am trying so hard to stay positive and really hope that for the last 2 weeks of this competition, I am 100% so I can give 110%. My goal is simple - GET BETTER!
In the meantime, I'll take all I've learned about how to eat and keep applying it with the hope that in the end, it will all work out. After all, it is what it is, right?